I remember how time and time again I would come and talk about him. Like let it out as if I were talking to God. No one really knows and im myself have trouble understanding this. If it truly is my heart desiring this or my memories won’t let me forget. I cried like it was July 2011 . I still remember it like it was yesterday . Hearing the news my eyes showed everything and my heart felt it. Now I don’t know if its the same or worst. Worst that I trusted you or that he fell for you. I sometimes feel like you remind me of me and that hurts the most. How I didn’t wait, how the devil uses this and tears it down . My weakness and just have to be strong and allow God to work in my life .